Gathering........the last???

im quite shock then i can woke up in the early morning around 4.30 today...
i'm so sure then i had set my alarm but it turn off itself..i had no idea bout that
when to pray alone ...coz grandfather death annivesary...
though start from 5am ....how noe when i reached dad jz tell me 6am k?
wuhuhu..hope can lye on bed more awhile...helping around for the preparation
after prat almost 9am so decided having breakfast 'whole family' so nice...
dad brought a new chinese chess that cost rm199....
totally cant win my pro dad...
while afternoon rainy day...not really like it..
darren and jc come to my grandma house gather to go gathering that organised by chi han
we play rich 4 together...i'm the winner..proud of it ^^
then ming wei come ady...not really like the style that cc talk
like to hiding somethings then shooting sme 1 around...it" harm
chi han house just like castle ..damn gorgeous..
his childhood pic so chubi...he and his gf just look a pair of couple be destined together
envy la........not just me..alot of people
sing fatt .....super lame joker..he went to set chi han's house sound system
then suddenly electric current failure ..he shout and lye on the floor
lol...i snap it ..show u guys when the next blog coz still didnt treansfer the pic to pc
eat n eat ....keep eating but y??i'm still so thin???teach me how to be fat!!
jing hong,me wei shin,jamine,sing fatt and khem sik sneaking around
and talk nonsense ....bout our future ...some others bad matter...lol
i should not do that but i did it...
we back around 11pm ..quite early
i told my mum that i will back around 1 am ...hope we still can go somewhere continue our
endless happiness...all wei shin fault...gotta fetch she back...just kiding ya wei shin
need to pack my stuff..will go genting when 2ml night...
so i gotto stop here...

gd nitess(*.*)

senseless after spm

do u know that during in the spm waR
HOW MUCH did i thinking bout u???

just comparte the diffrent...

this my latest pic..my maid said my face looks so strain since end of spm
such a long time didnt contact with blog ady
lets start my story from after spm...
i"m just direct go to play badminton woth some friend
i left my bottle there and it's gone when i went go to find it off
thx next day i scolded by dad...how noob i'm coz i did some insane's work
but it's the happy day at the same moment
i spent almost all my pocket money to shopping..and watch madagascar 2
it's really funny..and it's really funny i became roars of the laughter
regarding the sentimental problems......i faced it
to R i noe that you cared bout me alot
but we changed we changed ...from couple being less contact and finally we duno
what should say when meeet each other....
i'm kind weird ..mayb i'm the one that who r mood swinger
and i duno what to say....to reply the msg
..but i hope i will be ur in-need list forever..

another..i think i decided to freeze the relation
i dont really know what you thinking bout
and so do u bout me..we r wasting our time and $$
i belive tis flow out in ur mind...
why you pushing some one really care bout u out of your life?
i no idea bout that...
if really cherish and esteem this part of relation
proved it publicly..if u make it
i wish i could hold on...

dinner time....stop the post here

it's fast

few hour later, i will having my final year exam's paper 1...
i'm just going mad...i had just get in condition few week ago,not really confidence
SPM...i hate you...damn hated that kind¬
wake up at the midnight main objective to study..but i blogging pula¬
before it ,i'm goign to say...U...u are banned too
im not just the one the get banned, honestly u changed my life alot...
peoples says that the one touch your hand and touch your heart it too friend
but before you touch my heart you had leave me...far far away..
i agree that sometimes i'm quite let others feeling irritated..
but i had try hard to changed it..
every body sees how i'm seen however, only you know who i'm
cause both of us meet alot of things and we changed and changed
keep changing until we from being strangers to being friends to being more then friends
to being pratically strangers again.. and it happens so fast
perhaps God would want i to become acquiainted with many different people in the
course of my life, so that when i meet the right one .. ...
i will appreciate and be grateful of them¬
love doesn't require two people must together but they look together in the same direction.
and i belive that i will meet u in my further future's journey
dont cry i advising myself...it's over now baby ...u just got to laught brcause it's happend..
i will plan more precisely so i can hit harder destiny..
Spm ...u are just easy like a piece of cake k?
life is drawing withour an eraser ... i dont want have anyenternal regret after it
so i wish
air to breath,
fire to warm myself,
water to drink and
the Earth to live in..
all the best for me...

A little too late~ or maybe you still have choices~

i start beliving that u cherish me, and you proved me wrong
i'm wrong ...i'm glad had a chance to get to know you
you know there are so many question make us together
do you ever know that im still loving you
i mean before
once and once again you hurt me..
once again ,the bad guy is really stupid..
i'm trying hard to keep away from you..
stop fooling me ..i'm not your doll .whats going ..huh??
why cant u just directly tell me the answer?
my killing exam next week..but why? im still so cared bout u?
you're sucks i can't pay attention cause who was HIM??
and dont keep saying that im promise breaker...u too
anyway think it detaily wasn't u?
recollet it back..we have some sweet moment before...
and why we break there is some reason...
mine was accidents but ur's was choice...
As happens sometimes, a moment settled and hovered and remained
for much more thean a moment
and the sound stopped, the moment stopped
for much ,much more than a moment.
And the moment was gone...
i can't belive i'm gonna say this but i'm glad that i lose you...
i have a wonderful life , i dont want stuck in my past anymore...anymore...
i knew it's kind weird i said all of this, but i'm really kinda blur now~



it seems to me...
"that if u are or i must choose two courses of throught or action"
"we should remember our dying and try so to live..
that our death no pleasure on the world"
"believing we are still got chances"
call me if yoyneed anything at all.

Hei, u dont ever look me down upon

well....final decision...im going to having law study..
u dont ever look me upon...i will prove it...soon..
mum start her old illness again...
tyrannical......she was totally excessive..
confiscate my discs..my hp and set password in my pc
fortunate i know how to untie it.....

short post for today..
currently angering~

tagged by myself...

Those who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any questions that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

# Tag 8 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people

1. Name the persons you tagged.
myself
Mr bad Guy
2. Describe yourself in one word.
eccentric .dangersome

3. Who would you pick, someone who really loves you, or the one you love?
someone who i admired and can sacrifice cause me..

4. Have you ever loved someone before but never had the courage to tell him/her?
ya...i do

5. How if people reject your confess face to face?
have a smile difficultly...and say it's ok..

6. God is giving u just 5 more minutes before going back to heaven, IF you love someone special, what will you say to that person?
i love u and i do count on you'more then u know

7. What will u say to a person who doesn't want to believe u?
it's ok to we have diffrent view..

8. Was ever a time that you tried to learn to love someone?
yeah~


9. Do you have something important with you all the time?
yeap..knowladge


10. Long distance love ?
try my best


11. Best place to cry?
somewhere beside the river

12. Who do you love the most?
my family members


13. Tell us of your dream last night?
examing~


14. Ever hated someone so bad?
yeap

15. The biggest & most hurtful lie you heard?
u are cowardly~

16. The last person you had a beer with?

no,i dont like beer~

17. The last person you went to the movies with?
buddies~


18. The last person you talked on the cell phone with?
cant recall


19. The last person you hugged?
teacher


20. The last person you yelled at?
mum....im totaly not a mouring son


21. In the last week have you kissed someone?
overlook


22. Think of the last time you were angry, why were you angry?
*you* should know why!!!


23. If you could do anything or wish anything, what would it be?
everythings getting better


24. If you could have an all expense paid trip, where will you go?
the 1st visiter of Burj Dubai..


25. Are you old fashioned?
50%


26. What would be the hardest thing for you to give up on?
family, friends & her

27. Five facts About Me:

weird

phyco

emotional

emaciated

emasculate

embarrass

28. Five things that scare me:
lost my friend

family

dead

pampered

SPm

ghost

29. Two Songs Playing in My Head Lately:
what hurt the most

whatever you like

30. Five Things I treasure in my life
family
friendship

knowladge

law

her

A little questionnable apper!!!

woke up around 9am.......just woke up mum express her Ashien's face...
whole morning wasted my time play with little pussy cats~
they are cute , u cant take offense while see them..
drinking milk~ aha...the one that with Bronny skin most weak~
have a look with some one's blog... hate some one that irritated her
is tat me???? no idea~
I give it my best to you, i wont let go..you know you love me,
or I'm this character???
anyway i will try my best to not be show intrested with u....
i have my own life style, i dont want infuenced by u anymore
but im still loving u ...deeply....
short post till here

need to continue my study~
current mood:senseless

i'm fabricate an accusation

hello,me again....Mr bad guy....
well.... honestly...yesterday dreaming whole the day...wasted my time~
lets start my storey....but before that i wont write any new blog anymore
cause just new post....easier to read...some friends told me...=.=
i didnt go to school ...i think i wont go until the day besfore SPM
furthermore pointless to go there....just chit chat with friends..cant study..
if i say that i'm totally a liar~ haa~
early mornig go to friend's house...study..
back around 3pm ...bit disputed with mum coz i not really like to eat house's food
mum use this excuse to scold me...said that im always having my meal at outside
im havinf my lunch at friend's house k???
dont scold me if u r not understand the situation..
fine...totaly disguted to study...
10pm...entertainment's time....favourite movie(one three hill)
just watch one of the episode........mum started bla bla bla~
annoying k?
lowload some songs then going to bed.....
boring life~